Beauty in the Breakdown

On the outside I'm smiling
On the Inside I'm stone
I look around me
I weaken
Friends around me
Uncomplete and
I feel so sad
For all the things
That I have to face
That have yet to deface
To complete the jigsaw
That I can't even find
To soothe a soul
So unsoothable 
To cry
When no tears are to be found
To collapse
When I have to be bound
I can't give up yet
I can't leave the faith
I have to put a smile on
This lowly
Forgotton face





So yes, that was a poem written by me, spontaneously. It has a story behind it and to keep my promise, I'm writing down these sad thoughts. I had a great start to my day, I felt a glimmer of happiness, a sparkling glimmer that drown itself when the past came back to haunt me....

 But!

according to the poem, I have yet to give up, I'm gunna try, everything is going to fine, I know it

I think it

It has to be...






Doesn;t it?